5. I felt sad sometimes

There is too many things i cannot control
such as my mind
sometimes i felt sad, felt hopeless
but i can do few things about that

i like lingustics
cause when using different langauages,
i can explore the things i want to hide,
and i can read the things others leaked when they were unguarded.
It's so contradictory but it is very intersting. isn't it?
Why i explore the things i want to hide?
Why i like to figure out the things others didn't mention to tell?
In fact, we all want to be understood and understand others,
but in the same time, we all hate and scare to be misunderstood.

possibly is not an incredible film which can lasts forever
but it do affect me someway.
Nicole kidman said i believe in communication, so i stand here,
rather than stand at the road with the gun.
Humanity is more believable than violency,
and it should be.
Though i have been gone through some situation which people didn't communicate,
I have to trust the ones i love,
Or i have to give up the love.
That's the way to keep anyone around me safe.